I Hate Myself

I hate myself for loving you
I hate it ‘cause I do.
I hate myself for loving you,
When I know your love’s not true.
I hate myself for loving you,
And keeping my love inside.

I hate myself for thinking things.
I hate not telling you.
I hate myself for hiding me.
Not letting my true feelings show.
I hate myself for hiding all,
When you have a right to know.

I wish that I could show you.
I wish that you could see.
I wish that I could show you,
All the things inside of me.